I am never on here anymore. I am not really sure why. Maybe I grew out of it. I have changed alot since I have gotten this thing. I have met alot of people, most of which I ended up disliking and removing from my life. I still have alot of pent up hate towards some of them, which is unlike me. But you can only be pushed so far before you start to become resentful. a big part of me wants to tell all of you to fuck off, but thats not how my mom raised me (sometimes i think thats unfortunate, it causes me to be walked on alot) But that should change now that I am away from UCSD, and now going to start the next steps in my life. No one to bring me down for whatever convoluted reason they choose. Because now is for me. I have a bachelors of science degree in hand after only 3 years (graduated early!) I came out with 4 letters of recommendation and a 3.7 and 4.0 as my last 2 gpa’s…I am almost finished with my publishing paper for the genetics journal based on my research, its on its third round of editing. I got an amazing job as a research coordinator in a hospital making some of the best money I have ever seen BY FAR and gaining invaluable experience, I am starting an EMT course and taking a few other pre requisites for graduate school, I am now NOT doing distance with my boyfriend for the first time since we met, I just got my gym membership back so I can get into my workout routine again, the weather is cooling off, and now all thats left is for me to keep succeeding.